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Vivi's avatar

I was the same as a kid. I always studied and scored excellent grades only to please my parents and others. I often wonder how my childhood would have been if I was not the topper. Would people have adored me the same? Ohh troubles of a people pleaser seeking external validation!?

Btw I'm also kinda obsessed with zodiac signs and stuff. I'm a Libra ♎

Loved this essay as always 💌

Don't let the urge to be perfect hinder your recovery. Wishing you a guilt free rest.💞

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Rachel Soo Thow's avatar

Omg honestly so bad that i haven't replied to this till now - work has been so intense i missed being here!!! and 100% the same !!!! aw thank you so much :)

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Miss Maverick's Memoirs's avatar

All the yes! I’m a first gen Polish woman and experience the same expectations of perfectionism and success. And I’m a Virgo rising. Your words hit so close to home and I do hope you indulge in the time away to rest and recharge. The work will always be there when we return <3

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Rachel Soo Thow's avatar

Aw thank you so much for taking the time to comment! and yes since taking a bit of a break from substack i feel like work has only ramped up more but learning to just take me time when i can :). Thank you again for such kind words x

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Rachel Soo Thow's avatar

Ahh the fact that you know the Coffee News is amazing hahaha and omg are we the same person? hahha hope your wisdom teeth went well ! :)

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